Saturday, May 14, 2005

hey mum hey dad...
think a little..

haf i ever done anything so wrong?
tt u juz had to continuously condem mi?
haf i ever made such a grave mistake?
tt u had to ground mi?

havent i always been,tt gd lil' girl?
n now i juz want to have sum fun,
but u wun let mi go.

i didnt do anything wrong,
i only stayed behind,
had a little chat with my friends,
den went hme to dine.

i've nv said any bad words,
nv got into trouble,
but yet in these lil' things,
u both get so ruffled.

y cant u understand mi?
tt i juz wanna let go,
tt even though i've been good,
but i still have a soul.

y cant u let mi live a little,
even on weekdays?
y muz u bind mi up,
like a bird in a cage?

y cant u see frm my point of view,
juz occasionally?
y cant u juz let mi go,
and let mi run free?

i dun even ask for much,
i rely wun go wild,
juz hang out a bit,
n play for a while.

after tt i'll be ur gd gal again,
i promise i will,
but u've nv trusted mi,
u blame mi wen i fail.

haf u ever thought,
tt i juz wanted to make you proud?
haf u ever thought,
tt i dun like to see u frown?

haf you ever thought,
tt i've rely tried my best?
haf you ever thought tt sumtimes,
i rely need a rest?

im rely tired of all this,
but i no you luv mi so,
but pls juz smile
and once in a while,
juz let mi go...
~whispers by child of god. at 6:57 AM 0

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

Addicted to him,
Just don’t know why,
But I just can’t stifle the feeling inside.

I write a lil’ poem,
I slowly strum along,
But nothing can save me,
Coz I’m too far-gone.

I think of him everyday,
Dream of him at night,
Hurting so much that each time,
I just want to die.

And it kills me,
Juz kills me,
that i never had the chance to tell you,
Just how much i love you,
and it hurts to much to walk away..

I remember his smile so sweet,
I see his face so kind,
And all I want is for him,
Just to be all mine.

I long to be his presence,
I stare in empty space,
But nothing’s gonna bring him back,
I’m just a hopeless case.

And it kills me,
Juz kills me,
that i never had the chance to tell you,
Just how much i love you,
and it hurst to much to walk away..
I go through each day in a dream,
I blindly walk alone,
I wanna run away from all of this,
Just run home…

Addicted to him,
I truly am,
The feeling won’t go away,
There's nothing i can do i guess,
Coz its here to stay..

addicted..
addicted...

(words fading away...):
And it kills me,
Juz kills me,
that i never had the chance to tell you,
Just how much i love you,
and it hurst to much to walk away..
~whispers by child of god. at 3:08 AM 0

I smiled at you,
Admired from afar,
When i talked to you,
I shone like a star.

We were sumthing lesser than friends,
But yet i didnt want it to end,
We had simple talks,
But it wasnt enough.

I wanted more,
But i kept mum,
Without a sound,
Hoping a miracle would come.

I tried to show you,
But my actions weren't seenm
I felt helpless,
But couldnt do a thing.

Last time i saw you,
we hugged good-bye,
It ended just like that,
There were tears in my eyes.

Why didnt i tell you,
Just how i felt?
But now you're gone,
And its all my fault..
~whispers by child of god. at 3:06 AM 0

Damn you you idiot,
You think you're so smart,
Dman you you moron,
I wanna hit you real hard.

You think you're always right,
You give me dat smug smile,
You think you can always win,
Juz coz you can dissect a dumb cow.

You contradict my every word,
You think that you're the best,
You think that what ever you do,
Is right for all the rest.

You think you can crow over us,
Coz of your big authority,
But let me tell you right now,
You won't crow over me!

You laugh now, and mock at us,
But let me tell you that won't last,
You can sneer now if you must,
But we'll curse you to choke on dust!

No matter how you try to win them over,
Not many will give way,
And maybe some of them do,
But they're the traitors,
We don't care what they say.

But we ask you to laugh now,
For you won't for long anymore,
We will have our revenge,
For we hate you to the core!

muahahaha...
~whispers by child of god. at 3:01 AM 0

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

LOVE YOU
______________________________________________________________
Locked in a cell,
With none of my friends,
Alone with no one,
Where the nightmare never ends,
With nobody, not even my peers,
To listen to my cries, to wipe my tears.

And it kills me,
Just kills me,
That i never had a chance,
To tell you
Just how much,
I love You.

I scream in fustration,
To find the reason,
Why my years have been taken,
From every season.
But my throat turns into stone,
And strangles all sound,
Somehing pulls me,
Bringing me down.

And I never even got a chance,
To say, how much,
I love you.
I know you can't hear me whereever you are,
But i call to you anyway,
My face to the bars,
It is you that i seek,
But something just tells me you're out of my leauge.

I love you,
I love you,
But do you even care?
No you don't,
My heart you tear,
I want to forget you,
I want to fly,

Oh sweet angle,
Please give me the wings,
Cause to him,
I never mean a thing.

Alyssa TEO
Done on: 1 Feb 2005


~whispers by child of god. at 3:38 AM 0

No Right To Critizise Me
_____________________________________________________________________
Have you ever lived my life?
Spent ten mins in my shoes?
If not then tell me why,
You judge me like you do.

Have you ever felt,
That the world is on your shoulders?
Do you even know how it feels,
To be hurt by those that are dear?

Have you ever felt,
That you couldn't carry on?
Have you ever thought you found true love,
Then found out you were conned?

Have you ever felt,
So outcasted, dejected and lonely?
That even a smile from a friend,
Can make everything so sweet?

Have you ever felt,
That you just want to give up?
Have you ever felt,
So tired, like a druken outside the pub?

Have you ever felt so crazy?
That you couldn't even see?
That even you understood,
But couldn't do a thing.

Have you ever felt,
Like no one ever gives you credict,
for whatever you do?
So even when your heart is breaking,
You still try to act cool.

Have you ever lived my life?
Spent ten mins in my shoes?
If not then tell me why,
You judge me lyk you do.

Alyssa Teo
Done on: 1 feb 2005

~whispers by child of god. at 3:25 AM 0

CONQUER
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Ashes to Ashes,
Dust to dust,
Destroy the Devil,
We must, must,

Kill evil thoughts,
Conquer your sins
Draw up all your goodness from deep
within.

Deny the Devil,
Hit him hard,
With all your might,
Don’t spare him a thought.

Don’t believe in him,
Don’t think that he’s right,
Don’t be taken in with his treacherous bribes.


Instead, listen to God,
And what he commands,
Seek him truly,
Don’t get bullied.

For Satan is evil and bad,
Giving nothing but darkness, he is a cad
But God is good and forgiving,
Gives nothing but light,
Only He has the strongest might.

So make up your mind,
Don’t lag behind,
Don’t let Satan pull you,
Because he will lie.


God is good,
God his kind,
He will protect you day and night.

The Devil will tempt you,
He is bad news,
He’ll try to make you think his is cool,

But don’t be deceived,
Coz Satan isn’t all he seems,
He worries a lot,
Coz in his heart, he believes in God.

So choose the right way,
Choose God,
The strongest, yet forgiving and nice,
He loves even the littlest of mice,


Come on, so don’t be so dim,
Show your faith,
And believe in HIM.

Alyssa Teo
Done on: 7 September 2004




~whispers by child of god. at 3:19 AM 0

What if I stumble?
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What if I stumble?
What if I fall?
What if I make a fool of us all?

What if I fall and can’t get up?
What if I fail and just back out?
What if I want to say something but just
can’t shout?

What if I try but don’t succeed?
What if I jumped but get pulled down?
What if I give up to cry and frown?

What if I stumble?
What if I fall?
What if I made a fool of us all?


What if I reached, but just can’t get It?
What if I look but just can’t see?
What if I don’t even know who is me?
What if I heard but didn’t listen?
What if I climbed, but fell back down?
What if I loved but couldn’t make a
sound?

What if I stumble?
What if I fall?
What if I make a fool of us all?
Well Lord, now I know,
Always when I’m feeling cold,
You’ll always always be right there,
Showing me that you really care.


Holding me in your loving arms,
Bringing me close, asking me to come,
There you will always be,
Thanks for letting me see the beauty in
me.

What if I stumble?
What if I fall?
What if I make a fool of us all?

Now I know, Lord, I do so now,
With you Lord, life will never be dull,
With you beside me bringing me up,
Making my life worthwhile without a
doubt.

Alyssa Teo
Done on: 27 August 2004


~whispers by child of god. at 2:52 AM 0

The Old Devil Called Luv
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Who is that old devil who makes us cry?
Everyone who knows him, gives a sigh,
For he is, the old devil called love,
The one's that a devil but yet a dove.

He is good, yet so bad,
He's an angle, yet a cad,
He makes us laugh,he makes us cry,
Nobody gets peace in the mind.

What is wrong with him you may ask,
He may go, or he may last,
He'll always be in our lives,
So do try to be as sharp as knife.

He will hurt you, yet bring joy,
Or it might just be a decoy,
Whatever it is just keep in mind,
Never, never be too kind,

The devil is cunning, he is bad,
How do you think, he makes people sad?
But wait, juz a little while,
Why don't we think him dull?

He's unpredictable and wild,
Its like playing with an angry cow!
But why do we still play with him?
Beacause, when hez around it seems,
That suddenly everything is alright,
Even though sometimes its not a pretty sight.

We hate it, yet luv it,
We cant sit, but cant keep on our feet,
Whta do we do, o WHAT do we do?
Let me tell YOU.

There's really no right way to do it well,
Who knows? It might be really swell,
Well, this is the devil, NOW you know,
And mayb one day you'll see beneath the snow,
That thats all love ever is,
Its heartach but brings lotsa bliss.

So just watch out,
You'll never know,
It might be a trip to a park,
or in a restuarant to dine,
But what ever happens,
Just be careful next time!

Alyssa
done on: 14 July 2004




~whispers by child of god. at 2:19 AM 0

Its Too Late
_________

Dirty windows, dusty floor,
And on the ground apple cores,
No one cared what they did,
They all hated little kids.

They didnt think that right here,
Jesus might just appear,
But when he came,
It was too late to change.

While hey were having a fight,
He walked over quietly,
treading over a trampled kite.

He flipped through a book and gave a sigh,
Then someone gave cry,
"Jesus no! It cant be you!,
We were too busy acting cool,
I've not yet been saved,
I know i'm not safe!"

Shaking sadly, Jesus said" Son"
"Go to heaven you just can't"
" Oh Lord, the people around me claimed to be clean,
But a Bible they've never even seen,.
Then Jesus said " So, they acted cool"
"What does that have to do with YOU?"

A gasp excapes from the latter's lips,
"Oh Lord, then where will i go?"
"Dear child, you already know"
"No no! that place is too hot,
It'll be like in a boiling pot!"

"I'm sorry dear child,
But its too late,
Now just go,
And accept your fate.

Alyssa Teo
Done on: 11 Dec 2003







~whispers by child of god. at 2:06 AM 0