Wednesday, April 27, 2005

Addicted to him,
Just don’t know why,
But I just can’t stifle the feeling inside.

I write a lil’ poem,
I slowly strum along,
But nothing can save me,
Coz I’m too far-gone.

I think of him everyday,
Dream of him at night,
Hurting so much that each time,
I just want to die.

And it kills me,
Juz kills me,
that i never had the chance to tell you,
Just how much i love you,
and it hurts to much to walk away..

I remember his smile so sweet,
I see his face so kind,
And all I want is for him,
Just to be all mine.

I long to be his presence,
I stare in empty space,
But nothing’s gonna bring him back,
I’m just a hopeless case.

And it kills me,
Juz kills me,
that i never had the chance to tell you,
Just how much i love you,
and it hurst to much to walk away..
I go through each day in a dream,
I blindly walk alone,
I wanna run away from all of this,
Just run home…

Addicted to him,
I truly am,
The feeling won’t go away,
There's nothing i can do i guess,
Coz its here to stay..

addicted..
addicted...

(words fading away...):
And it kills me,
Juz kills me,
that i never had the chance to tell you,
Just how much i love you,
and it hurst to much to walk away..
~whispers by child of god. at 3:08 AM 0

I smiled at you,
Admired from afar,
When i talked to you,
I shone like a star.

We were sumthing lesser than friends,
But yet i didnt want it to end,
We had simple talks,
But it wasnt enough.

I wanted more,
But i kept mum,
Without a sound,
Hoping a miracle would come.

I tried to show you,
But my actions weren't seenm
I felt helpless,
But couldnt do a thing.

Last time i saw you,
we hugged good-bye,
It ended just like that,
There were tears in my eyes.

Why didnt i tell you,
Just how i felt?
But now you're gone,
And its all my fault..
~whispers by child of god. at 3:06 AM 0

Damn you you idiot,
You think you're so smart,
Dman you you moron,
I wanna hit you real hard.

You think you're always right,
You give me dat smug smile,
You think you can always win,
Juz coz you can dissect a dumb cow.

You contradict my every word,
You think that you're the best,
You think that what ever you do,
Is right for all the rest.

You think you can crow over us,
Coz of your big authority,
But let me tell you right now,
You won't crow over me!

You laugh now, and mock at us,
But let me tell you that won't last,
You can sneer now if you must,
But we'll curse you to choke on dust!

No matter how you try to win them over,
Not many will give way,
And maybe some of them do,
But they're the traitors,
We don't care what they say.

But we ask you to laugh now,
For you won't for long anymore,
We will have our revenge,
For we hate you to the core!

muahahaha...
~whispers by child of god. at 3:01 AM 0